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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2004|04:03 pm]
yers i am now grounded for the rest of my life.
im in so much trouble
i hate this
yeah so idk when ill write again
bye guys..

And as the days go by
The memories remain
Ill wait for you

I wont let go..
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2004|07:51 pm]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
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Youre all Ive ever wished for.. [Nov. 3rd, 2004|04:43 pm]
[Im Feeling.. |Broken]
[My Music |all my emo songs]

this entry has been this big Mark one all day
\today was okay i guess
no Mark
well yeah i saw him everywhere
but hed rather stare at the walls then make eye contact with me=/oh well if he doesnt want to im not gonna hunt him down.but he knows if he just looks at me once than i consider it a good day
god why do all my entries lead to him
yeh math was gay, he realllly hates us. sped math or not god dont have anger spasms in class at us cause we dont know what a vertex is...lol
spanish was fine.got a 55.thats amazingly high
bio was kind of funny;watched this totally gay movie about cells...but i always think those stupid movies science teachers put in are hysterical.the people are so dumb
then study hall ro soemthing...no bio lab
that was fine
got to play with little seeds. how interesting, i had constant urges to flick them
then lunch..yeah
study hall
ooh i had to aks toscano for a pass to the library
so i walk in and im like mrstoscan can i have a pass to the library
and she gets the pass out all grumpy
and then just stares at me
so im thinking as fast as i can...what does she want me to do?you know before she screams at me
and shes like...who are you>?
lol im like Allison
and she goes ooooh everyone keeps changing their hair styles on me
so idk how 2 respond to that so i said
Im Sorry
and she laughed. ive never been more scared in my life
toscano laughihngn is as scary as toscano screaming...well almost
then morality and health
and now im off to listen to music
o yeh i had guitar after school
i suck
so badly
and i had to buy all new strings
damn guitar
peice of shit
and brian ignored me
i think i will start a band..when i become good enough
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2004|09:03 pm]
yes im getting very tired of this journal
i think i will creat a new one
for only myself
but well see what happens
hmm so as i type lorraine is bragging about how much mark talks to her
and how they were just dsaying shit about me online
what else is new
and yet somehow i still have that fealing in me like i cant be mad at her
i just cant
dont wanna spend some of the last days fighting
anyway today was picture retakes
and ive come to the conclusion that like every person in grimes has an attitude problem
if it wasnt for mark i woulda left this school after dring 8th grade
but ill stay now
and keep whatever the hell it is i have going for me here
even if i wnana eb somewhere else
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And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.. [Nov. 1st, 2004|04:56 pm]
[Im Feeling.. |normal]
[My Music |hawthorne]

today wasnt all bad
laughed alot
katie didnt come so that means
lonely gym
only this time wasnt all that lonely
me and erin and kelliann played volleyball
and i just love how i used to be on the volleyball team and now i cant even hit the ball.lol kinda funny though
i think tomorrow is retakes
thank god
remember mine
too hot the first day
now watch them put my ugly first one in the yearbook and not my new one
oh well
so yesterday was halloween
rather fun
we saw alot of people
and at one point on this one street this guy with a fake chainsaw was chasing people..so me and aimee head in that direction..well then the guy goes in his house and were like fine hes gone
so we see cait and dylan and pj and andy hines and a bunch of other kids and start talking with them
and the guy comes back and aimee has the urge to grab caitlins devil prode thing and beat the hell out of the guy
well too bad for us he was extremely hot and got very pissed and took away caits devil thing.we got it back though
hilight fo the night was the time we were there.
or Mitches house even if he wwasnt home
alright enough of my pointless stuff
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I dont know what else to do..I cant go on not loving you [Oct. 30th, 2004|08:36 pm]
[Im Feeling.. |tiredtired]
[My Music |the nelly and tim mcgraw song]

The Dance


i knew nobody was coming but was still excited

and i thought i looked very cool

i had pink in my hair and my boa thing

and brought glowsticks.yay

everyone looked great

i was a biker/ cab driver person

with pink in my hair

that nobody noticed

and did i mention that seriously nobody was there?

least not until jenna came. than i had my buddy

then to my surprise Em Grace and Jenn came too

i was very excited after that

and my mood totally changed from pissed to happy

but nobody was dancing

and i feal stupid dancing all by myself

but finally people got into it and danced

and Mark danced with me.=D i dont think ive ever been so happy in my life.lol

i hope erin doesnt hate me for that. i know they still like eachother

i wanted to cry after though

lots of costumes got away. very revealing. if i had known i would be allowed in i would have gone ahead with my naughty school girl outfit

mark danced near me a couple of times.lol too bad i dance like a freak and hes prolly liek what the hell

tyler is making em cry right now
he brought up lorraine going off to college
and ive been fealng very heartbroken about that
cause we have never really been close
ive never gotten a chance to know her
and now shes leaving
and ill never get that chance
and its not like shes dying or anything
im just not gonna see her very often
and she wont live with me
and i know well still be sisters and everything
and me and her arecloser than her and the other cause ive known her longer
but its not close enough
i see heather and jenna all the tiem together
but me and lorraine have never had that kind of time
and theres not enough minutes lefdt for us to make up for it
what well have when she leaves is what we have now
and i guess shes never thought about how hard its gonna eb for me to let her go
im just gonna wake up one day and she will be gone
shes gonna leave me here all by myself
but i guess thats just the way it is
everyone goes through this
dont knwo why its hitting me so hard...

its like that boy meets world episode.
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2004|08:10 pm]
i updated like 10 secounds ago but im bored
aimee ive gotta tell you sojething tomorrow
yeah some people noticed i sliced the letter M into my arm again
not a good thing
so tomorrow i will wear long sleeves
if i have any
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2004|07:21 pm]
well today was pretty good
i didnt feal like spending hours straightening my hair
so i curled it
lol and when my hair is curly i always feal like people dont recognize me
thats okay
yes today was my first guitar lesson with joe
i was very excited
and i think i did pretty good
i think playing in 2nd grade and having years of experience on theviolin helped
cause i already knew how to read the music
but anyway yeah i forgot my gym clothes
thats like the 4th time
but then i borrowed jennas shoes and aimees clothes
but then we didnt even do gym
cause the seniors were doing that thing in the cafeteria we needed 2 be quiet for
speaking of the seniors i only saaw mark once today
he walked by my sh and like every person turned around and was like allison hes in the hall!lol
it was funny
then dillon was making fun of australian peiople in english
damn racist
lol and once again everyone was like allison arent you australian?
yeah then a normal day
everyone was sick
cough georgia;)
lol okay going
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(no subject) [Oct. 27th, 2004|07:19 pm]
What I really meant to say
Is Im sorry for the way I am
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I wish Mark liked me.. [Oct. 26th, 2004|07:55 pm]
hmm today wasnt so bad
everyone was nice to me
well they always are but today was different somehow
it was like appreciate alli day
i liked it
lol now watch tomorrow suck
o well
its 800 at nite and i have STILL not started my 3 page global report
not good
really not good
maybe i should do that right now
Later guys
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